3 months

3 months...
Tonight @ 11:15pm will be 3 months since we held you in our arms for the final time ... we held you and kissed you for 3 hours and we talked to you and assured you that you can rest now, we will be ok... for you had done the job that you most definitely came here to do . You worked so hard in your 9 months and 22 days buddy, we're so proud of you . The way you touched our souls, your brothers soul, your families souls and anyone who was blessed to see your smiling face. You helped us all to face our lives with a new attitude. You've made my life so whole buddy, even though you are not here to hold and to smell and to hear, you are still working... we know how lucky we are to have you on our shoulders every minute... guiding us through challenging issues we may face, watching over us and helping us to lead your brother down the right path in his life... we were blessed to hold you, Our Angel, for the time that we were given. 3 months ago Buddy was the last time we held you in our arms, But for a lifetime we will hold you in our hearts, and our memories and we will live our lives hoping that we make you proud and looking forward to the day when we can see you and hold you again...
We miss you sweet Blakey, thank you for what you've given us. We live this life for you and because of you, little Toots...
On our minds every second, every day...
We love you and miss you so much sweet Angel Face,
Love,
Mommy