Forever to me is my marriage, my love for my family both sides near and far, always loving the people in my life now and people that were but for some reason are not now, my first born always being my very first feeling of utter reason for being and always being my first taste of what a real feeling of being needed feels like , and its the love for my friends that are and have been my friends throughout life.. forever to me is support that I will never stop needing.
Forever to me is also something I can't fix, something that will never go away, its something out of our control, its something that as a mother we all go through emotionally , .. not being able to fix something that will forever affect your life, your families lives, your friends lives, .. my forever is Blake having Down Syndrome.
Forever is how long I want him to stay safe in my arms, and how long I wish he would stay 3 months old.
Forever to me is realizing I'm not waking up from a bad dream, I simply am waking up to this precious life of mine that is still amazing its just forever different now and realizing we have no control over our lifes plan , it is not in our hands anymore. Forever is what we make of it.
Forever to me is acceptance of all things that are forever....
I am working on it........
